Zitat des Tages von Susan Smith:
I was in love with someone very much, but he didn't love me and never would. I had a very difficult time accepting that. But I had hurt him very much, and I could see why he could never love me.
When I get out... if I get out of here, I hope that maybe we can get back together and have more kids.
I have prayed to God that he give me the strength to survive each day and to face those times in my life that will be extremely painful. I have put my total faith in God, and he will take care of me.
It hurts real bad to have that protection barrier between parent and child.
I don't get to go out but an hour a day.
I am sorry for what has happened and I know that I need some help.
I broke down on Thursday, Nov. 3, and told Sheriff Howard Wells the truth. It wasn't easy, but after the truth was out, I felt like the world was lifted off my shoulders.
I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for what I have done.
I know now that it is going to be a tough and long road ahead of me.
I know that my life is going to be hell from here on.
I love my children. That will never change. I have prayed to them for forgiveness and hope that they will forgive me. I never meant to hurt them!!
My children deserve to have the best, and now they will.
I dropped to the lowest point when I allowed my children to go down that ramp into the water without me.
My children, Michael and Alex, are with our Heavenly Father now, and I know that they will never be hurt again. As a mom, that means more than words could ever say.
Why was I feeling this way? Why was everything so bad in my life? I had no answers to these questions.
I don't know why I did it.
The hardest part of this whole ordeal is not knowing if your children are getting what they need to survive.
Michael and Alex, I love you. And we're going to have the biggest celebration when you get home.
I knew from day one, the truth would prevail, but I was so scared I didn't know what to do.
I had never felt so lonely and so sad in my entire life.
I felt like things could never get any worse.
At this very moment, I don't feel I will be able to handle what's coming.