Zitat des Tages von Ingrid Betancourt:
You are a free woman, and then you become a prisoner, and you receive all kinds of orders. Sit here, stand there. That's it. You just, you don't have the possibility of even moving to take your bag without asking for permission.
I love Colombia's military. I love my country.
More than a victim, I am a survivor of a dehumanization process.
In Colombia, women are a huge factor for reconciliation. I have seen many strong women advocating for negotiations. I remember when the paramilitary were active, there were women close to the paramilitary asking for negotiations.
In the jungle, every day is like the other. So you need to have a special discipline to make things different and to keep in your memory the dates and the days. And I think that's something that's very important when you are held hostage.
France is my home; you are my family. I am carrying all of you in my heart.
Living in a jungle is not something easy; it's not something that you just adapt yourself to. And I think that in my case, I didn't want to adapt.
You need tremendous spirituality to stop yourself falling into the abyss.
These years after my liberation were years of reconstruction, and I think I made the right decisions... I mean, I lost everything: my life; my father died; I didn't know anything about my children.
When you lose your freedom, you are alone with your emotions and reactions... you can see, for example, the bad reactions you have in front of others or the way you could be dismissive or harsh.
It's easy when you have suffered to feel the link with what others have gone through.
When you have a chain around your neck, you have to keep your head down and try to accept your fate without succumbing entirely to humiliation, without forgetting who you are.
You only can rest when have the truth, even when it's horrible.
I have to forget in order to find peace in my soul and be able to forgive.
I had this belief that I couldn't just accept to be treated as an object. It was a problem of dignity.
The voice of the Holy Father was like a light.
At first, I didn't want to accept that I had been abducted. I kept thinking, 'Next week, I'll be freed.'
I was in chains all the time, 24 hours a day, for three years. I tried to wear those chains with dignity, even if I felt that it was unbearable.
We're humans. Why always turn human attitude into political behaviours? I hate that.
In captivity, one loses every way of acting over little details which satisfy the essentials of life. Everything has to be asked for: permission to go to the toilet, permission to ask a guard something, permission to talk to another hostage - to brush your teeth, use toilet paper, everything is a negotiation.
On one hand, it seems strange that a country that has suffered so much from violence and war would be debating if they want peace or not. But in Colombia, a part of society is deeply connected with the war as a means of making a living.
In the jungle, faith also became something very real; it helped me to understand what was happening to me and changed my questions.
I continue with the illusion of serving Colombia. Only God knows if it were to be from the presidency.
After six years without seeing one, I love just seeing a smile - every smile I see gives me hope.